Monday, January 18, 2010

Madi's Prayer

As I have said in previous posts I have been struggling with some personal battles lately and I have come (hopefully) to terms with it. It's not a new epiphany I have recently had or anything like that, something I have been feeling all along. As a parent we say we would do ANYTHING for our children; die for them. So, I need to focus and realize I have had my carefree fun time in life and now it's more about her. Andy & I have had our party phase, honeymoon phase, travel phase, rock concert phase, working too much phase...you name it! Now it's family time. There are certain areas that I am not happy with and I'll be honest with you, it needs to be worked out.
(this is what I bet her prayer would sound like)

Dear lord Jesus,
Thank you for my home, clothing, food, family & health.
I pray Lord for a loving home with my Mom & my Dad together. For a place where I can feel safe, loved, grow & strive to be my very best. A place where birthdays and holidays are not split up between homes. A place where people do not raise their voices in anger but rather talk out their problems with respect. I pray that the stress of everyday life doesn't get in the way of our love for one another. I pray that my Dad will have confidence as our provider and leader. I pray that my Mom will become more independent but not to the point of not having enough time for me. I want my Mom to be happy and playful not sad and uptight. I pray that my Mom will be my friend as well as my parent and that I can always cry on my Daddy's shoulder. And And I know Lord that with your love and guidance all of the above is possible.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

After all isn't this what any child wants.
*This is only about MY situation I do not judge others for divorce etc...I am by no means a hypocrite*

3 comments:

j said...

Precious post Amy.

S Club Mama said...

I stopped over from Rebecca's A Happy Heart. Love the name of your blog. Your little girl is precious! I understand your struggles. We got married pretty young (20 and 22) and had our son a year later. So we went from college to married with child (well, I was still in college). It's hard when thoughts of "what if" come into your mind. But I'll keep you in my prayers.

Unknown said...

This brought tears to my eyes!

Sometimes loving our husbands can be so hard to do, I know! But, we have to make a choice to love. It's not based on emotion as the years pass in our marriages. It is a choice! And it sounds like you have made it! Now go shower your man with some love!





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